Tuesday, January 26, 2010

insane in the membrane

Tajuk nak Cypress Hill jer..huhuh..pernah tak rasa macam nak cerita sangat something kat someone tapi tak tahu nak cerita kat siapa?? Macam nak cakap macam² and nak share with someone tapi cannot find the right person to share it with. Nak tulis kat blog like too personal and true I selalu cerita macam² kat hubby but there are somethings that are just not meant for his ears. Tak best la rasa macam ni..I miss the time when I talk and someone listens..no interruption or whatsoever..just LISTEN..bila I mintak pendapat baru la bagi..other than that, tolong dengar sahaja boleh? That's why it's better for me to keep my mouth shut when I'm around people sebab I know I can never get the same response macam I nak..so dari membazir tenaga cerita macam² only to get disappointed later, I tutup mulut jer. I so miss those moment bila I can just talk and talk and talk and the other party pay attention and bukan masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri

Friends memang banyak dan boleh di cari but true friend it's like one in a million. No offense to my gurls, just that we are super busy now with our lives kan..dengan family semua, so a bit difficult to meet up and talk. But when we meet, memang banyak sangat nak cakap sampai tak cukup masa. The best part with the gurls, tak cakap lagi they all dapat agak nak cakap apa. Then no need to explain details sebab mereka adalah faham jer. Then my colleagues pon, some of them memang baik hati nak dengar I cakap macam² but like I said, I keep it at minimum level sebab tak nak la bebankan orang lain with own problems, plus me not that comfortable to cakap lebih². Kenapa perlu ada barrier yea?

Enough said..I need my morning coffee. Dah ok ke belum coffee machine tuh eh? Later peeps.

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