Thursday, June 29, 2006

The One With The Super Sux Thursday

today is sux! i feel so damn bored..nuthing much to do in the office and less thing to do with life this very moment, i wish i dont exist..i know i should not talk crap but im feeling so so damn bored with my super duper boring life..pms??could be.. *argggghhhh* tension nyer! plus my so called date tomorrow looks like its goin to be canceled. fiancee got sumthing urgent to do..yeah rite! *!@#$%^&%$#$%* okay..think on the bright side..we will be together forever hopefully next let him do whatever he wants to do now..let us enjoy our 'single' life before 'I' become 'WE'...alright then..i feel much better now..UNTIL....just read my cousin's blog..she had a fight wif grandma and asked me to bring grandma to my hse..not that i dont want to my dear cousin..but honestly, i dont think she belong anywhere..she's better to be left alone..let her in her own world..the minute she steps into my hse, only God knows how i feel..i know its not good to hate your own grandma but really cannot stand her!she makes other ppl's life miserable..says bad things about her own family..what kind of grandma is that?! why should i care about her if she talks like s**t behind our back??honestly, i dun give a d**n about her..i know it sounds harsh but that's my true feeling..nana, dun worry..she did it to my mum other grandma,uncles&aunties are at home and yet our so-called lovely grandma asked my mum to come back just to settle her stupid things!!i askedmy mum to go back on fri and come home on my dad is not around..why does she always has to steal the thunder??damn damn..i really2 hate own grandma..hatred is the only thing i can think about her..since tok bah passed away, her attitude becomes more and more annoying..first2 can la kesian but if everyday she blames other ppl, say bad things about other ppl, make other ppl's life miserable, seek for extra attention..then takkan nak kesian kan dia lagi kan? *arggghhhh*

Sunday, June 25, 2006

The One With The Six Years of Anniversary

happy 6th yrs anniversary! but fiancee didnt wish me sharp on midnight and as usual, i made a big fuss of it..lalalala..blame him lebih2..but he did wished..he was just a few mins to show him how mad i was for not being thoughtful..i didnt wish him till 10am..bad gurl!

went to sis's school to watch her perform..her band managed to get 2nd place and she was the only female drummer.. *congrates!* and guess who i ran into old colleague of mine..managed to exchange few words and not to forget numbers too :P apparently he stays in subang too and he was der for his bro..who was the guest runs in the family..

then had dinner at chilli's..we ordered triple play for starter, i ordered flaming rib eyed steak and fiancee ordered shoulder lamb accompanied by bottomless fruit juices and we were so full by the end of the meal! i havent bought him any gift yet..maybe this saturday..the anniversary now is different as we are now known as fiancee and no more gf/bf episode..and this will be the last anniversary before we got married next june, insyaallah..luv him so much!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

The One With Future Sis-in-Law's Engagament

sent dad to airport in the morning..he's goin to Mecca for umrah for 10, went to fiancee's was his sis's engagament..yeap..the date that was supposed to be my engagement's date..nway, went der wif sis..reached around 11.30am and not many ppl were around..have to make a very tak malu face..salam2 and greeted everybody there and have no idea who are these ppl..but i think i did a great job..fiancee was not at home that time..sent his sis to MV..i managed to mix wif his family..chatted wif them and get to know them..have to give credit for myself for doing an excellent PR job! was not that difficult if the ppl are okay and friendly..then i was introduced to the family as J's fiancee.. *yeay!*

the guy's family came at was just a small ceremony with small number of guests compare to mine..but i enjoyed myself there..managed to get along with the ppl..and have to rush home to send sis as she needs to go for an audition..

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

The One With The Sticker or Access Card

wednesday morning..i was about to park my car at basement when i was stopped by this guy..told me that i should not park there if i dont have a stupid is that??i do have a card & a sticker..cant u see the sticker on my windscreen? then how wouldu know if i have card or not if the stupid access device is not working?? this issue was actually yesterday's issue..or to be precise..monday's issue. i didnt put the sticker on..and i received a notice that said i am not allowed to park without access mistake..and i've already put the sticker on yesterday only to find the admin still asking me about my car at basement.. *duh!* fine la..then today still kena..cant u see i've already got the sticker? sticker not enough ke? and the most unsatisfying thing was, how would u know if i have an access card if the device is not working? takkan la nak check satu2 kereta yg park kat bwh tuh? or do we have to show our access card instead? *sheeesshhh* i hate it when ppl trying to be clever and end up make a fool of themselves..and i just happen to know one person who always does that..annoying-stuck up-b***h..(okay..that one is a lil bit out of topic..but there is a similiarity in it, cant resist!) hatred is all i can think about her..

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

The One With An Engagement & A Wedding

holla! i'm now engaged! i have a fiance and a ring on my left to my middle finger (i cant remember the name!)..meaning i was half officially taken and i am half official my bf's future wife..quite a big title rite?play no more, flirt lagi la no more!

the ceremony was held at my house in subang on 10062006 (nice number eh?) and it started at 11am. i was a bit worried when the makeup artist didnt turn up at 9.30..she came 10 mins after that & started to work her miracle touch. that was my 1st makeover and i was really surprised when i saw the took me about 5 mins to get use to the new me..and luckily the makeup
session is done on time..then i was given a signal to come down for the guests to see me and of coz for my future mum-in-law to put on the ring. i was extremely nervous with the attention given,

the cameras flash, eyes on me..and during the ring session, my hands were shivering and i have to support my left hand with my other hand.. *sheeeshh* my grandmother (nenek sedara) was sitting beside me and she told me not to smile or talk and kept pinching my left leg when i made a sound *oucch!* and i almost forgot to shake hands with my future mum-in-law that my cousins and aunty actually have to give me a signal to do so.. *ooopss!* kelam laa..too many things to be remembered with no rehearsal..i dun remember anyone reminding me about do's and dont's too.. the event was closed with a doa selamat from abah's friend and i met my dear sayang for photo session...took loads of photos with family, friends, sayang and thanks to the photographer who stayed for 3 hrs to cover the event. i hope all the photos turn out fine..and thanks to the make up artist who did a marvellous job..some of them could not recognise me..and to the most important ppl, my beloved parents who put all out for this event..setting up the tents which someppl mistaken it for a wedding, the food, the hantaran, the decoration in u guys very much!to my aunties, uncles, grandmothers, cousins who helped me to set up the event, prepared the door gifts, woke up early to get things organised (yes nana, thanks for wakingup early on the day of the event, i know exactly how u feel :P), layan the guests..i love u all so much!! and to my sayang, i still remember when u told me that u dont want to go in and u will only come for lunch, ended up you have to stay extra hr, lunch wif my family when all your family members have gone u have to wait for one of them to pick u time, do drive your own car ya..but im glad u stayed longer..we spent time wif taking photos and sort of get to know my family..hooray for u!

photos can be viewed here

i am now somebody's fiance..really looking forward for my big day which i hope it to be on next june..insyaallah..i love u so much sayang!and cant believe that ereen is now married too. her wedding was on 030606 a week before my was held at 3k complex subang and finally she can be together with her long & distance so happy for her.went there wif my sayang, met erin wif her hubby, faz with her beau, eisha wif her frenz and some other friends were there too..kartini, suriati, zubir and shazri..things didnt really work well wif me and zubir. we didnt talk at all dat day just exchanged some eye contacts..he was standing across the table when i first saw him. i gave him a big friendly wave and he responded witha smile-or-not-to-smile smile.. *sheesh!* so i didnt bother to do anything let alone make any more i was there wif my sayang and i got my friends..why bother to say hi if his response was like that..anyway, congrats to ereen&zab and may God bless you all always... *muah muah*