Wednesday, December 7, 2005

The One With The Emo Emo Emo ~__~

wednesday...not much improvement but not as bad as monday..im still waiting for my colleague to clear her part so that i can continue from there.whutever it is, the deadline has been rescheduled to tomorrow, guess i still have time to finalise everything..my other product which has been sitting in Sigmalink(in house system used by us to update our products) for 4 days without anyone working on it, finally has been allocated to a Sub Editor. but dun think so it will be able to meet the deadline next friday..plus next monday is a public holiday&also my mum's bday..thinking of whut to buy for her..

my love life..i dun know whut to say bout the progress..physically, everything looks okay but emotionally, i dun know how to explain..its too unstable!i still have the wish "Pls kill me somebody...." as i have too many things to think bout and cant even find perfect answers to all my questions!AAAARRGGHHHH, tension!everything is so messed up!my head is gonna xplode thinking bout the same thing over and over again..and i just dun know whut to do or how to act..in love wif him but at the same time confuse!i wish things will be simpler..but i guess that's one of the greatest challenges in life..u just have to test urself,to see how great love is..i believe in LOVE, infact i know we are going to be together someday..and i need to be patient..only time will tells..i cant let other ppl decide for me..it's my life rite?if we are not going to be engaged by 25 than its okay (plus 25 its not gonna happen till October next yr!im still young ^-^), maybe we just proceed with getting married..plus it will save us a lot of cost..rite?let it be..LOVE is GREAT, LOVE is PURE, LOVE will lead us to a better place..so..be patient..i once said to him.."pls give me time to think bout us.."..guess now its my time to let him do the same thing..i love u so much sayang!

this is my fav song at the moment!

JUST FEEL BETTER (Santana & Steven Tyler)

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah[Guitar solo]

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

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