Tuesday, December 13, 2005

The One With The No Comment Pls

hullo..yesterday was a public holiday for Selangor..had a long&tiring weekend i guess..reasons: 1) overslept 2) spent too much time doing nothing..no comment..

Friday nite, watched Narnia. the movie was okay, didnt expect it to be that interesting for a children's movie. Saturday,had lunch wif my sayang..mum invited him for dinner but he could not make it as he had a family gathering to attend. then went back to Subang around 4 sumthing..but before that, took an hour nap..maybe coz i slept late the night before&woke up early the next morning(thanx to the NipTuck episodes&a wake up call from my sayang), had dinner wif my family at our usual place..weird as i forgot the restaurant's name although have been there lots of times..aiyaaak..Sunday, went out wif my sis..bought her birthday present&treated her brunch at Secret Recipe..then did nothing other than watched tv,movie&eat&eat at home..

Monday, initial plan was toget a haircut..but damn lazy to go out so stayed home and later in the evening went to puchong to send&collect some stuffs.. take away McD and it was Mum's bfday too..HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMI!love u loads...ellie was at home when i came back and we decided to cook..(plus umi was bz dealing wif the contractors>>the house is under renovation). we managed to cook fried vege and soup "tulang"!okay lor..the soup was edible..everybody loves it..i knew it bcoz nobody says anything..hahaha..mum said it was good.. :):) and so i learned how to prepare a new dish..yeay!

slept at subang last nite..reasons: 1) lazy to go back to Puchong 2) wanna spend another nite at my own house (there is no better place other than ur own hse)

i did my web transfer justnow..everything looks ok but not till the Q&A part,sumthing need to be clarified wif the Editor..so awaiting for her response..in the mean time..i tried logging on to Y!..i saw one of my colleague tried to log on last week and decided to try myself..to my surprise..the Y!Msgr worked..yeay?hhmm..no comment..

Thursday, December 8, 2005

The One With The Story of Weird, Strange & Confuse Me

Hullo! Submitted my product to Team Leader for him to check..Hope it will be error free as that is not really my product..im just helping afriend who is on vacation..but the web transfer could not be done today due to too many broken links as informed by the Indexer..guess have to wait for her to complete her job then i can proceed with the web transfer which is next week and might not be handling that..

woke today wif mixed feelings..had a very strange dream..dreamt bout me,i was wif a guy..he was my old friend back then at my old comp..we were so close to each other..i guess we are not a couple..we were just CLOSE..i was having a great time wif him, we talked & laughed & gossiped..that time we were having meal at sumwer..then as we were bz wif our thing, i turned around and saw another old friend of mine..he used to be my bestfriend then..he saw me wif this other guy and he looked at me without saying anything..he just stared and left..weird!then i saw my ex..he came back to patch things up with me..he said, "let's get this over with&start all over again.." my family was there to witness all these things and i ended up being together wif him..but whut happen to the friend that i was having a nice time with?then the phone rang at 7.05am, my so-called bf gave me a wake up call..nway, the dream was unexplainable..after all, a dream will always be a dream.. ait?

headache...again?izzit becoz the way i slept last nite dreaming bout all this strange dream?(woke up wif one pillow on my face, another one under my thigh but no pillow supporting my head..huhuhuh..funny..)whutever it is i felt weird..i looks like its goin to rain outside..wanna get home early but nothing to do also..my life is so boring..i want my sayang..but we seldom meet on weekdays too..i dun know whut to do wif my life laa..

btw, i have submitted my work. I've cleared the product..so back to surfing&blogging..and although the company does not allow us to do such things but im still doing it..catch u later..ta!

Wednesday, December 7, 2005

The One With The Emo Emo Emo ~__~

wednesday...not much improvement but not as bad as monday..im still waiting for my colleague to clear her part so that i can continue from there.whutever it is, the deadline has been rescheduled to tomorrow, guess i still have time to finalise everything..my other product which has been sitting in Sigmalink(in house system used by us to update our products) for 4 days without anyone working on it, finally has been allocated to a Sub Editor. but dun think so it will be able to meet the deadline next friday..plus next monday is a public holiday&also my mum's bday..thinking of whut to buy for her..

my love life..i dun know whut to say bout the progress..physically, everything looks okay but emotionally, i dun know how to explain..its too unstable!i still have the wish "Pls kill me somebody...." as i have too many things to think bout and cant even find perfect answers to all my questions!AAAARRGGHHHH, tension!everything is so messed up!my head is gonna xplode thinking bout the same thing over and over again..and i just dun know whut to do or how to act..in love wif him but at the same time confuse!i wish things will be simpler..but i guess that's one of the greatest challenges in life..u just have to test urself,to see how great love is..i believe in LOVE, infact i know we are going to be together someday..and i need to be patient..only time will tells..i cant let other ppl decide for me..it's my life rite?if we are not going to be engaged by 25 than its okay (plus 25 its not gonna happen till October next yr!im still young ^-^), maybe we just proceed with getting married..plus it will save us a lot of cost..rite?let it be..LOVE is GREAT, LOVE is PURE, LOVE will lead us to a better place..so..be patient..i once said to him.."pls give me time to think bout us.."..guess now its my time to let him do the same thing..i love u so much sayang!

this is my fav song at the moment!

JUST FEEL BETTER (Santana & Steven Tyler)

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah[Guitar solo]

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better